It seems the more I try to do some things the more I feel
like going out with a friend. Because this is part of the human condition, I am
sure that you know what I mean. However, if you live in writer land, which one
should never confuse with right handed land, a sort of pervasive malaise can
make it impossible for you to make the plans you had planned to make.
Having been schooled at my mothers knee that nothing happens
unless you (or in this case me) makes it happen, I became aware that as surely
as God breathed the desire to write in me, all I did was write what the
characters said. Now facing the dreaded word “MARKETING” I felt that I could
make that happen! After all, while still in school, I had sold my parents
friends on my artistic talent. They arranged a one woman show for me at their
exclusive Rodeo Drive
gallery. After I graduated High School, I sold the Los Angeles County
Art Museum on the idea of
finding me a job, though they did not have an opening. When I met Ron, I sold
him on the idea of marrying me. At very job I held I sold my employer on the
idea that I was aces. And as everyone who knew me could attest, I was!
However, though I am the author of Casa de Naomi: The House
of Blessing Book 1, motivating someone to buy this novel is not about me, but
about fulfilling the commission God gave me. By now you probably understand why
my mother told me, “You could sell ice to Eskimos!” If you are wondering why I
am belaboring my ability to sell you almost anything, it’s because God was, and
is, in control. That’s difficult to remember when you’re able to talk almost
anyone into something. Yet part of my walk with Messiah is not doing what comes
easy to me. Instead, he asks me to be still, watch and see what he will do. By the way, did you ever notice that if you are a whirling
dervish of activity, you never see God? I did, and I realized that again over
the last few weeks because contrary to all the wisdom I have been granted by
sitting at the beloveds feet, I got caught up in the “Must do’s.” You know what
they are don’t you? You don’t? Well, if you’re a newly published author, the
must list could be so long that it might wrap around the world three times. And
what’s on that list might be what needs to be done in one day! I kid you not!!
Gods’ way of doing things might be contrary to popular
wisdom. At least that’s what I discovered when much to my chagrin, while at worship;
he calmed my agitation and asked me to stop marketing. That’s right! The Lord
of the universe told me to chill, and I did. Knowing my disposition, he
arranged for me to yield before one of our sisterhood events, and when the
moment presented itself, I asked my friends to hold me accountiable to my
pledge. They agreed. A tremendous weight was lifted from my shoulders, and I
rejoiced.
The following week I watched as one by one, all the
marketing issues that I had struggled with were resolved! I was reminded of the
verse in Zechariah 4:6 which says, “…Not by might nor by power, but by my Spirit,’ says the Lord
Almighty.” This is the verse God gave me for this New Year.
At the start of this New Year, I pray that God quickens a
verse to you as well, and that you, like wayward me, find the treasure hidden
within that draws you closer to him!
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